Thursday, October 13, 2011

My Best Days are Ahead of Me (by Danny Gokey)

Blowing out the candles
On another birthday cake
Old enough to look back
And laugh at my mistakes
Young enough to look at the future
And I like what I see
My best days are ahead of me

Life hasn't always been a party
But mostly it been good
There's only one or two things
That I change if I could
I don't get lost in a past 
Or get stuck in some sad memory
My best days are ahead if me

Age ain't nothing but a number
Sometimes I have to wonder 
What does it really means
But hey I'm still putting it together
I keep getting better
If I keep getting better
I can be what ever I wanna be
My best days are ahead of me

I've got sunset to witness
Dreams to dance with
Beaches to walk on
And lover to kiss
There's a whole lot of world out there
That I can't wait to see
MY BEST DAYS ARE AHEAD OF ME

With Love ~Yon~

Cerita Lagi dan Lagi dan Lagi

Hola mi amigos......I'm here again to tell you my story.....

Rentetan daripada post Ayam & Itik hri tu.......Aku ni skg dah xde motivation nk dtg keje....dtg keje, buat keje btol2 pun bos dok ikut ckp si B tu jugekkkk.....so what point you nk bertungkus lumus keje beriya and at the end of the day si B ni yg akan dimenangkan oleh bos......Aku kadang-kadang xtau la nape...is it me or my job never suit my soul....sometimes I feel like I'm the BIGGEST loser in the world because I never stay at one place in a year....Paling lame 9 bulan kt Persatuan Haram J tu......Lps tu tukar keje.....keje kt company so called islamic tu 5 bulan....then now kt company hidup segan mati xmau ni dh 3 bulan n I want to find a new job......I really don't feel like to here anymore....with all the drama involve, all the nonsense order, the people that come here almost everyday with the stupid attitude....I cannot handle it anymore......I'm not a vocal person (but I have a lovely voice...hahahah) so I kept the feeling to myself.....It'll kill you softly.....now since I've demotivated by the condition of surrounding.....I really need space to find a new job...I mean a real job that can help me to improve my financial problem....
Apa yg korg rase....korg dh 20-an and korg keje, but still korg msh mintak duit kt mak bapak....aku malu....malu yg amat....tp aku xleh buat ape.....sbb gaji aku skg ni lps dipotong dgn hutang piutang satu bulan aku cume ada 500 lebih or less than that....n aku paling sedih sbb aku xboleh bg duit aku kt mak bapak aku pun......aku mintak diorg duit tp aku xbg duit kt diorg......aku pttnya dh boleh byr zakat fitrah...last year aku byr.....tp thun ni bapak aku yg byrkan.....mybe sbb aku msh xmampu utk byr zakat.....aku sedih.......tiap2 bulan rase nk bg duit kt mak bapak tp stiap bulan jugak la xboleh nk bagi.......

Aku skg ni mmg tgh tekun mencari keje lain...klau blh gomen la....aku akn gune ape saja cara utk masukkn diri aku kt dlm gomen (cara yg elok ek...bkn xelok).....sbb now aku xde sape2 yg blh tlg aku kecuali diri aku....ape sources aku gune itu smua xpenting....yg penting aku akan cube sedaya upaya utk cari keje lain.....ssh keje dgn kawan ni......sbb kite kne mjaga hati...nak2 aku ni mmg org yg suke mjaga hati org dari hati sendiri....hati sendiri luka aku sendiri yg balut n ubati....(wah mcm lagu jiwang ni....)
Nasrun Abu Bakar is HOPING FOR THE BEST FUTURE ahead!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Berjalan-jalan Lagi (Satu Luahan Hati)

Hari ni berjalan ke Melaka lagi jmpe adik aku kt sini...aku ni ada skit masalah bile bjalan kt dlm keta msti tido walaupun jd co driver bile tahan-tahan tido mata ni berat sgt...

Ni satu lg masalah aku yg aku rse mmg xleh nk bendung....aku ni xsuke mnyinggah kt rmh org nak2 family belah bapak....sbb aku xsuke nk dgr org tua sembang pasal hal2 adik beradik then nk ckp psl kluarga aku yg dh ada 2 skg ni...sakit ati pun ada....mmg la bapak n mak aku dh divorce tp we keep on maintain the good relation what....nape nk ngata mak aku....aku fayyyyydappp la...what is past is past la....all human make mistakes what...

Aku mmg kecik hati dgn kluarga bapak aku ni....dgn family mak aku pun ada gak cume aku blm dgr dgn tlinga aku dieorg ngutuk bapak aku lak....sbb tu la aku xnk jmpe family either belah bapak atau mak...diorg ni keep on comparing each other....masalahnye yg menghadapi kehidupan kami skluarga bkn diorg....we know our family (I mean my family Along, Angah, Achik, Ayang, Abah, n Auntie Zah)...

Xpayah la buat cmtu kite ni hidup satu pinjaman je....klau trus membenci satu sama lain xkemana punnn....xpe la if dlu kitorg blh survive sendiri tnpa bantuan diorg ni....now we also can survive....

Ape2 pun sama-samalah kite muhasabah diri.....aku ni sedih bile org mngata either my mom or my dad.....kami bahagia dgn hidup aku....

Peace Everyone~
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Friday, October 7, 2011

Hari ini dalam sejarah

Update blog dgn fon....testing!!!!!!
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