Jiwaku Yg Lara

Dear Blog,

I'm so damn depressed....xtau nk ckp pd sape....I'm sad with everything that happen in my life.....I don't know how to take in charge of my life....smua messy!!! I really hate myself n mylife.....how I wanna help mylife utk jd lg bgus....I really don't know...

Lps satu, satu menimpa...how can I handle my emotion....I wish my life end now.....I don't want people to suffer coz of me..oh Allah...Kau kuatkn hati aku supaya aku jd insan yg boleh bbakti kpd ibu n bapa aku....

I really don't know how to help them....ape yg aku blh buat...duit xde nk bg kesenangan kt diorg....kejamnye aku....xblh nk senangkn hidup diorg...bile mengenangkn hidup aku...aku xde nilai di mata sape2...aku hanya subjek yg mbebankn sesiapa yg mgenali....

I hope for better life...but it is really difficult to get....
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